Aku, alhamdullillah, sihat bagai di pam-pam nih!
Macamana kehidupan sekarang selepas new year eve? Mine, biasa2 aje. Awal2 tahun ni, memang banyak kerja.
2016 terlalu cepat berlalu. Reading my previous post, I realized I missed 1 important post. Its about death.
Yup 2016, I lost one of my close friend. She had cancer. I managed to visit her once. Aku ikut gerak hati, sbb, entah lah, walaupun tak pernah jumpa dia sejak dia sakit, tapi hati tu nak sangat jumpa dia. Kalau dengarkan cerita tu memang mcm2 lah... So, aku mintak Cinta temankan. Went to KL in the evening, stayed 1 night, next morning melawat arwah. She recognized me! I am sooooo happy. I kissed her cheek and she smiled. Dia nampak susut sangat. Mata aku terus berair. Cuba utk kawal diri untuk tidak menitiskan airmata depan dia. We chat and laugh alot.. about 2 hours kot. So many things to share. Still teringat kali pertama masuk kerja sama. She is one of my fans. Always says nice things to people about me. Hahahha how i know yeh? Of cause la org tu yg report back to me kan!!! Kelakar kadang2 tu. Paling dia suka puji is my iphone case. "Lawa casing kak @#$%, beli kat mana? Na (bukan nama sebenar) nak mcm ni jugak la..." For me, I also love to praise her rosy cheek. We both have our signature look, mine is my cat eye liner and hers is the rosy cheek! Sampai hari ni mcm tak percaya dia dah tak de.... utk selama-lamanya.
Aku menerima berita pemergiaan nya dengan hati yang terbuka. Tak sanggup rasanya utk biar dia menahan sakit. I remembered her sister told me about the chemo therapy. She is supposed to go through chemo one week after I visited her. Baru sekali kot dpt buat chemo tu. The cancer spread so fast. so many areas.... memang harapan itu tipis, tapi family members and friends tak putus2 bagi kata2 semangat. Thank you to my 2 other close friends who visited her everyday and always update me about her.
Semoga dia sentiasa dalam kasih sayang Allah.
Na, I miss you. Thank you for being a good friend to me. Thank you for giving me a chance to be your friend. I love you still...
Al-Fatihah
p/s : we women jangan lupa utk buat pemeriksaan payu dara dan pap-smear!
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