Its been a long long time since I left you my dear blog.

Its been twice since my love start asking me on when am I going to write again.

Banyak ke benda yang berlaku dalam hidup sampai tak tertulis? Atau aku dah ketandusan idea? Atau banyak lagi media sosial yang perlu aku scroll hari2, so takde masa nak menulis dalam blog ni? Banyak soal seh!!! Too much complaints in life!!!!

Well frankly speaking, there are alot of things that I wanted to share. Bak kata pepatah, "sharing . is. caring". While I am writing this, I am actually sedang tunggu time nak masuk meeting dengan bos. Minum kopi sambil makan croissant, ahhhhh sungguh tak enjoy breakfast pagi ni! First thing bos cakap depan muka setelah berminggu tak berjumpa was "I thing your job is getting bigger. I mean your responsibility, since I pun dah hujung2 nk pencen ni" I felt something hit me in the face! How should I react to that? Macam biasa la, senyum yang termampu. Tapi masuk bilik je, oh my.... whats next!Remind myself ----> There is no such thing as problems, only challenges!

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Selesai meeting. Alhamdullillah, banyak task wey!!!! Its ok, *TODAY IS A GRRRRRREAT DAY!

Family life stable lagi. I have to go back and forth to KL every weekend last month. I just want to. Its my responsible anyway. Managed bawa insan2 tersayang pegi hari keluarga, jalan2...yg kelakarnya aku travel pegi Krabi 2X!!! Mana tak nya, mula2 pegi dgn Cinta utk celebrate aniv kami yang tertunggak last year then balik dari Krabi* mama beriya2 nak pegi sana dan sis dah tempah tiket pun..aku tepuk dahi! Mama kata we have to go there sbb dia tgk dlm cerita TuanAnas tu best sgt. Pengaruh Tv masyaAllah! Hahahha, tu la Allah bagi rezeki cash, aku yang nak sgt pegi Krabi* Allah bg pegi 2X. Hahahaha Alhamdullillah :)

Beberapa bulan ni kerja pulak bz dengan exihibition, lawatan kerja and bagi talk. Alhamdullillah aku ada assistant2 dan pegawai2 yang berdedikasi yang banyak membantu, yang sudi buat kerja2 adhoc. Sejak di posisi baru ni, baru aku dapat betul2 rasa perasaan bila mana org kata, have too much in one's plate. And as a leader, teamwork is the key. (Cewah.... ehem, sorry I baru pulang kursus leadership).

Did I told you I jadi group leader masa kursus leadership tu? hehehhe bangga seh! Group kite menang tau, team members semua awesome! One of sweet memories for this year I must say..... Banyak sangat belajar dr kursus leadership tu and I thank God for that. Macam post2 yang terdahulu I did mention yang aku ni kejutan budaya bila di posisi sekarang. Sampai beli buku motivasi utk memotivasikan diri yo! You can called me poyo, sbb aku memang poyo pun, nerdy ok, I am a nerd. Alhamdullillah dh pegi kursus ni, makin berkeyakinan dalam hal2 sumber manusia, ewah...Amin!!!

Bukan senang nak stay motivated kan...

My career path so far so good. Kalau dulu duduk dalam lab cakap sorang2 dan pasang radio sambil menari, tapi sekarang  hadir majlis2 korporat,duduk 1 table dengan yb, hadir meeting after meeting,chair meeting, bahagi2 kan kerja, interview org kerja etc are part of me now. Never the less those things doesn't change me much. I am still the giler2 me. Thanks to all my list of friends that I get to know along the way.These people menjadikan aku lebih versatile as a person. Sorry, everytime post pun aku akan cerita pasal kerja aku  ni. Writing is one of my way to release stress...so sorry naik lori yeh! HIhihihi

Last 2 days, aku jadi panel temuduga naik pangkat utk kakitangan sokongan. Its a good experienced dan alhamdullillah la aku di pertemukan dengan ketua panel yg friendly. Suka sgt dengar dia bagi briefing dan cara dia cuba buat kata sepakat utk kami pilih. Its tough job really bila ada staff yg perlu di beri pertimbangan kerana faktor umur, pengalaman dan hasil kerja. Kadang2 sebagai pegawai penilai ini pun bikin panel pening kepala. Review staf kata tak bagus, but then bagi markah tinggi, so mcmana tu? Explain sikit?! Anyway, semua dah settle. Tak semua kami pilih kerana faktor umur, yg muda pun ada yg berkualiti InsyaAllah dapat naik.

Ok, sekian la tulisan utk harini. Banyak report nak buat, nk manage, nk macam2 la....

-be extraordinary (XO)-